Number 1 (a)

The baby is sick.

She has klebsiella pneumonia. I googled it. Because I had never heard of it before.

Turns out this nasty bug has a very high mortality rate. Couple that with the high mortality rate in babies with schizencephaly from respiratory complications and you'll understand my crushing fear.

I had a dream last night that My Boy's baby had died. I dreamt that he needed me.