Do I See Clearly?

All I want to do today is back it up somehow. Go back to a day when none of this shit was there, to when this was the best thing that had ever happened to me, not the worst. Trouble is that I know that all the wishing in the world will not make me a fish, or a frog, or whatever feelingless little thing I wish to be. I feel so ripped off. How ironic that when I finally and firmly fall in love it has to be like this? I've heard the term love sick. I never understood how love could make you sick. Now I see clearly...